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Why is it I can so easily and calmly be numb. Aren't things supposed to hurt people emotionally? Maybe its a matter of me being hurt some much, and so many times emotionally that it ni longer has the impact it once did/should have. Am I some psychological deviant capable of easily disregarding the warm blooded psyche which is supposed to plague us all? If I for something I feel guilty for, I disect it and make it add up to some logical reasoning for that course of action. I don't have remorse. It was the right option and course of choice for the moment otherwise I wouldn't have taken it. If I feel betrayed I don't reveal it. I covertly layer my trust with auxillaries and alternatives. I react so well I hardly realize what or how I've charted a course until its well under way. But ultimately I find myself striving for the happiness of others, more so then myself. Sometimes even at a sacrifice to my own happiness. I wonder if I am simply a hollow shell grinning at the fact another has just one more reason to enjoy life while I myself simply contemplate just what is my reason. I know. Long deep, and overly winded for someone who has slept 13 hours in 3 days. Yet I regret nothing strangely. |
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| 04:49am 19/05/2009 |
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Your results: You are Will Riker
| Will Riker |
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| An Expendable Character (Redshirt) |
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| Mr. Scott |
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| Data |
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| Jean-Luc Picard |
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| Worf |
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| Chekov |
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| Leonard McCoy (Bones) |
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| James T. Kirk (Captain) |
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| Deanna Troi |
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| Uhura |
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| Geordi LaForge |
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| Spock |
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| Mr. Sulu |
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| Beverly Crusher |
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At times you are self-centered but you have many friends. You love many women, but the right woman could get you to settle down.
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Click here to take the Star Trek Personality Test
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| 07:30pm 08/12/2008 |
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But I just saw it again recently and had a laugh. Emma and Andrew will understand.
Everyone else, might be better not trying.
Your result for The Which Punctuation Mark Are You Test...
Exclamation pointYou scored 62% Sociability and 41% Sophistication! 
Yes, you are fine around others. Fine. But you wish you could have just a *little* more alone time. Okay, well, a lot more alone time. In fact, you'd be happier if you didn't have to go out nearly as much. You get along very well with the period, who tries mightily to take up as much of the load as he can. But fools will not listen. You want to scream, "Cut it out, for the love of Safire!"
But, all of that notwithstanding, you do your duty. And, if sometimes you feel like a Chicago street hooker, you also remember that you really do have an important role to play. Your soul remains pure. Hold your head high! Take The Which Punctuation Mark Are You Test at HelloQuizzy
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| 09:19pm 04/12/2008 |
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Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In June I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). In October I gave ophelia_begins a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). In August I donated bone marrow to vampire_sedet in a life-saving procedure (300 points). In February I turned boywhocantsayno in for tearing the tag off a mattress (3 points). Last Monday I farted in an elevator (-6 points).
Overall, I've been nice (216 points). For Christmas I deserve an Easy-Bake Oven!
Sincerely, reconnai |
In 2008, reconnai resolves to... Keep my time. clean. Eat more movies. Get back in contact with some old books. Become a better music. Stop clubbing with kaelsu2. Lose ten star wars by March.
On the twelfth day of Christmas, reconnai sent to me... Twelve vampire_sedets drumming Eleven kaelsu2s writing Ten kanecools a-clubbing Nine chanilyes camping Eight ophelia_begins a-reading Seven autumns_lioness a-running Six aprilsnarks a-hiking Five whi-i-i-itesangrias Four movies Three books Two star wars ...and a women in a boywhocantsayno. |
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| 09:33pm 07/09/2008 |
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Choose a singer/band/group - Answer the following questions using only titles of songs by that singer/band/group - Tag 7 more people.
As some would know, others may suspect, and many more maybe unaware : Linkin Park
1. Are you male or female? "Papercut"
2. Describe yourself. "Shadow of the Day"
3. What do people feel when they're around you? "In between"
4. How would you describe your previous relationship? "What I've Done" or maybe "Forgotten"
5. Describe your current relationship. "Leave Out All the Rest"
6. Where would you want to be now? "Runaway"
7. How do you feel about love? "Breaking The Habit"
8. What's your life like? "No More Sorrow" although "By Myself", "Cure For the Itch", "Hands Held High", and "Faint" are appropiate.
9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish? "Somewhere I Belong"
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| 10:09pm 31/08/2008 |
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• grab the nearest book • open the book to pg. 123 • find the fifth full sentence • post the text to your journal
I don't think map books count. So the second next book...
Powder-actuated tools are used to fasten materials to concrete and steel
From Carpentry Fourth Edition... It's not my fault my work and school books are close to the computer. |
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| 01:27pm 17/08/2008 |
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Your result for The Perception Personality Image Test... NBPS - The IdealistNature, Background, Big Picture, and Shape 
You perceive the world with particular attention to nature. You focus on the hidden treasures of life (the background) and how that fits into the larger picture. You are also particularly drawn towards the shapes around you. Because of the value you place on nature, you tend to find comfort in more subdued settings and find energy in solitude. You like to ponder ideas and imagine the many possibilities of your life without worrying about the details or specifics. You are in tune with all that is around you and understand your life as part of a larger whole. You prefer a structured environment within which to live and you like things to be predictable. The Perception Personality Types:  Take The Perception Personality Image Test at HelloQuizzy |
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| 09:19pm 31/07/2008 |
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Your result for The What Type of Villain Are You? Test... Next-Door Assassin You are sane, with a personal agenda, and a contented outlook on life. You are the Next-Door Assassin! Of all the other villains, you can most easily "pass" for normal. You are the nice next door neighbor who would be everyone's last guess for being a gun for hire. You might be married, and even have children, but they have nothing to fear from you. They may even be your partners in crime.
You are reasonable about your vices. Maybe you enjoy killing for it's own sake, maybe you do it for the money. But you always do a good clean-up and tie up your loose ends. You are capable of being ruthless when your home and family are threatened, but you prefer to be generous when you can afford to be.
You have no enemies (no one suspects what you are), no subjects, no minions (although maybe an apprentice to pass on your craft), but you probably have a lover (or two), perhaps a spouse and children. You may be an independent contractor, or have one or two contacts who feed you leads.
Beware of jealous rivals! But be even more leery of falling in love with family members of victims. You are most likely to be killed by a knife through the heart by a lover who discovers that you killed their little brother. You won't even defend yourself against them. Other than that, you are the most likely of all the villains to die a natural death of old age.
See all the categories:
The Mad Misanthrope
The Carefree Villain
The Mad Scientist
Crazycakes!
The Vengeful
The Next-Door Assassin
The Jaded Villain
The Altruist
Take The What Type of Villain Are You? Test at HelloQuizzy |
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| 08:47pm 24/07/2008 |
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Your result for How good of a Calvinball player are you?... Your grade= A- Amazing Calvinball skills, but you lack knowledge of the game
Amazing. You are part of the 6.1% of the population that landed in this category.* Despite not knowing very much about the game and its history, you did amazing well when it came to playing Calvinball strategically. This suggests that you probably have a natural talent in Calvinball. You have learned that the trick to doing well in Calvinball is not brute strength, but quick wit. With your natural ability you could go far. Still, in order to be an expert, you must learn the lack of rules to the game. That will be the competitive edge you need to take on the greatest. You are definitely already talented enough to beat Calvin, but I still give the edge to the quick-witted tiger in that match-up. * This is a made up number. Take How good of a Calvinball player are you? at HelloQuizzy |
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| 03:26am 07/06/2008 |
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I've often felt divided. Between those I run with, those I hang with, and those I friend with. They cover a diverse ground, shadows, crooks, and decent folk. And I often am stuck wondering which I am. Tonight I went out and met with shadows. For those who lack a b5 perspective, they are all about "what do you want?" A difficult dilemma laden with drugs, sex, and driven often by desperation for the next good vibe. Among us St the bar was an 18 year old chick who made sure to drive is all wild whilst looking for the best kick tonight. Had I taken a route of action it would've been dirtier then the random flirtations I did with the St. Pats. Yet I often feel most at home in that shadowy environment much akin to the most drugged out raves I used to regularly partake treading the line of morality. And then there is the con community. The ideal driven moral yet liberal society I respect most. Yet oddly I feel as an outsider too just as much as the others. And there never seems to be an answer. |
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| 07:20pm 24/12/2007 |
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So here I am on the bus going to dinner @ dad's. I don't look forward to it. The only one I'll talk to is Sinead. It's going to be a long night. Cell works well for posting. |
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THE INSTRUCTIONS 1. Go to the Wikipedia home page and click Random Article. That is your band's name. 2. Click Random Article again; that is your album name. 3. Click Random Article 15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.
MY BAND'S NAME IS: Fine
MY ALBUM NAME IS : Michael Cole
THE TRACKS ON MY ALBUM ARE:
1) Gognies-Chaussée 2) Pancho and Lefty 3) Melville House Publishing 4) Dispatchable generation <- What they'll call the killing spree when I finally snap 5) Halozyme Therapeutics <- I get commited instead of incacerated 6) New Sculpture <- It apparently works 7) George "Shorty" Horne <- I fall in with some mafia boys 8) Manufacturing Engineering Centre <- I dunno 9) Doak Field <- Sounds sci-fi-ish, maybe made at the Manufacturing Engineering Centre 10) Gerberga of Saxony <- The Doak's result 11) Malignant transformation <- The Doak's final result 12) Graeme Harper <- Worked on Dr. Who, might be connected to the Doak Field effects 13) MensuHell <- This story apparently gets published and Criticized in Montreal 14) Redbourne <- The part of England affected by Harper's Doak field. 15) Sulim Yamadayev <- The final defection
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| 07:41pm 06/12/2007 |
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| You Have A Type B+ Personality | You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions |
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| 07:36pm 21/11/2007 |
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Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Saturday puddlemagnet and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). In July I donated bone marrow to whitesangria in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last Monday I set kanecool's puppy on fire (-66 points). In May I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). In October I pulled vampire_sedet's hair (-5 points).
Overall, I've been nice (259 points). For Christmas I deserve a Pony Slaystation 3!
Sincerely, Reconnai |
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| 09:06pm 06/11/2007 |
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| You Are 28 Years Old |  Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
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